The Story from This AM

The reason I took a xanex this am. I hate pills in general. But Kylee had found my last nerve this morning. She does SO good then all of a sudden she goes into this rages and I don't know why. She wanted and insisted on wearing a dress..I said no b/c its raining and her feet would get wet and she can't play in a dress. So I get her into jeans and a shirt. I asked her what shoes she wanted to wear boots or tennis shoes. 1st she said tennis shoes. Then she said they were cold. OK so warm fuzzy inside boots...THEY hurt...OMG Kid you have wore these HOW many days in a ROW with no complaints. In fact you wore the boots YESTERDAY!...SO here is it is 6:20 I have tried EVERYTHING, threatening to wake up Rob so she will listen, threatening to throw ALL the shoes out in to the rain. SO Instead I walk out in the rain to get some air and breathe. She comes screaming at the door that she WANTS me. I nicely tell her to leave me alone b/c Mom is getting upset at her. I had already spatted her on the butt which pissed her off even more. I told her to go to the shoe box and pick out what she wanted and she said no you do it.....I was LIKE I HAVE picked and YOU refuse so YOU do it. I take her down there and she starts relaxing where I can't carry her to the point it ends up hurting her a lil bit. Finally get the boots on that I had tried the 1st time and she gets in the car and whines and cry and screams ALL the way to school. We get there and she wants to lay down. Says she is sleepy the reason she was acting that way. Well duh should have slept instead of waking me up all night. I could see if she was sick. I was sick of yelling and my BP was through the roof and pulse was racing. So i took a happy pill. Got to work and I was ZONED the hell out. 1mg kick ass....Definantely not a good work quality..I need a nap.